Hello 🙂
There’s always a time whereby you’d look at someone who used to mean the world to you, but then the next time you even think of them, you feel hatred. Not the kind of hatred that makes you angry, but those that tear you apart and wish you’d never hate them. It’s funny how both phrases “out of sight, out of mind” and “absence makes the heart grow fonder” would have a huge impact here.
For someone who you’d been dying to see for months, all of a sudden left you, with no reasons. You see past their lies, and you know that they’re tired of you. They can come up with a million reasons to make you think you’re at fault, but in reality, they were the ones who made you blood turn black. You know it’s only right to blame yourself. But then again, you’re not at fault, not the slightest bit.
There’s no one better than myself, that I finally see. You’re just desperate and in need of someone, someone who everyone would agree is better than me. But looking at it, you can have neither one now, for both of us are on higher levels than you. I used to put you first, now you’re not even here. Sorry to say, but if you think you can make someone feel how you used to feel, then you’re wrong. For I’ve never felt happier or free-ier. Thanks to you.
I used to swim rivers just for you, now they’re as polluted as your heart. Your heart ebbs for someone better, but it pours away and drenches yourself instead. You shattered something you already knew was broken, what further impact is there? Ha. Who’s gonna have the last laugh now? I hope it’s me, for you’re nothing but a joke, and I wish the next time we meet, it’d be your last…
~ RAM
ramietan 